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>> kamar kos > Di Sekolah > Di Rumah Sakit >> Di Kos "ibuu , ibuu" Zee menghampiri kamar ibu kos , "Zee , ada apa nak ?" , Ibu kos mengajak Zee duduk dan Zee pun mulai menyatakan maksud kedatangannya "bu , sebelumnya saya mau tanya dn maaf bila itu menganggu" Zee menarik nafas sejenak kemudian melanjutkannya lagi "Bu , sebenarnya siapa pemilik kamar kos yg saya tempati sebelum saya ?" Ibu kos keliatan begitu kaget , kemudian dia bertanya balik kepada Zee "kenapa Zee ? apakah ada yang mengganggu kamu ? Ibu kos begitu gugup "enggak kok bu , gak ada yang mengganggu saya , saya hanya ingin bertanya saja" Zee menerangkan dan ibu menceritakan kejadian sekitar satu tahun yang lalu "dulu ada seorang gadis cantik yang baik hati namanya Shilla , dia tinggal dikamar yang kamu tempati namun suatu ketika dia jatuh cinta kepada seorang lakilaki yang bernama CAKKA yaa Cakka nama anak itu tapi tanpa diduga sahabat Shilla yang bernama DEA dia juga menyukai nak Cakka , hingga suatu saat dia melakukan kekhilafan yang tidak terduga oleh kami semua dia......" ibu diam sejenak menahan tangis dan kemudian melanjutkan kembali "dia membunuh Shilla , awalnya ibu tidak percaya akan alasan nak Dea namun kemudian ibu percaya saat nak Cakka juga bunuh diri dan nak Dea mengikuti jejak mereka berdua" si ibu menarik nafas sejenak belum sempat melanjutkan Zee memotong pembicaraan si ibu "jadi...jadi..jadi Dea dan Cakka sudah tidak ada bu ?" Zee masih tidak menyangka dengan apa yang terjadi padanya , lalu dia membuka buku diarynya dan dihalaman paling terakhir ada foto Dea,Cakka dan seorang gadis cantik mungkin itu Shilla. Zee benarbenar gak habis pikir dengan semua ini "ibu terimakasih atas informasinya yah" Zee langsung meninggalkan Ibu kos dan menuju kamarnya , hari ini benarbenar membuat Zee hampir mati. >> Di Sekolah "hey kamu liat Dea sama Cakka gak ?" tanya Zee kepada salah seorang temannya , "Zee..Zee kamu ngiggau yah ? Cakka sama Dea itu udah gak ada , pantesan kamu suka ngomong sendiri dibangku , gak taunya kamu dihantui penampakan Cakka dan Dea yah hihi" gadis tersebut pergi meninggalkan Zee. Zee benarbenar bingung ternyata selama ini benar dugaan dia tangan dingin , mata tidak bersahabat dan sekelebat bayang seorang gadis cantik ternyata meerka bertiga adalah 3 orang sahabat yang saling mencintai , Zee lari ketaman dan dia menangis ditaman tibatiba "maaf kami bertiga telah menghantui kamu , kami tidak bermaksud jahat terhadapmu kami cuma berharap kamu mau mendoakan kuburan kami bertiga" ucap seorang gadis cantik yang tak lain adalah Shilla dengan duar orang disampingnya yang bukan lain adalah Dea dan Cakka "ka...ka..kalian.." belum selesai Zee melanjutkan kalimatnya ketiga orang itu udah pergi. >> Di Pemakaman Zee hampir tak percaya melihat tiga buah kuburan yang berdekatan disitu bertuliskan Cakka , Shilla dan Dea kemudian Zee mendekati kuburan Shilla dan berdoa untuk arwah Shilla selesai berdoa dia meletakkan diary coklat tersebut diatas kuburan Shilla , lalu dia mendekati perkuburan Cakka disitu dia juga berdoa untuk Cakka dan meletakkan sebuket bunga dipekuburan Cakka yang terakhir Zee mendekati pekuburan Dea dia berdoa agar segala kesalahan Dea diampuni lalu dia meletakkan sebuket mawar putih dipekuburan Dea. Zee pun pulang ke kos dengan perasaan tenang tetapi dia merasa ada orang yang mengikuti dia. >> Di Kos Saat Zee membuka pintu kamar dia melihat tiga sosok bayangan putih yang tersenyum kepadanya lalu menghilang begitu saja , tapi ada diary coklat yang masih bersih diatas kasurnya. Zee pun mendekati diary tersebut yang masih putih bersih belum bertuliskan tapi dibelakang terdapat sebuah foto yang terdiri dari tiga orang ah bukan tapi empat orang ada dia didalam foto tersebut 'sejak kapan aku foto bareng sama mereka bertiga' Zee masih bingung dengan semua itu tapi dia berjanji akan menyimpan diary tersebut :) *maap kalo jelek dan gak ada tema horornya*

[Verse 1:]It might seem crazy what I’m about to saySunshine she’s here, you can take a breakI’m a hot air balloon that could go to spaceWith the air, like I don’t care baby by the way
[Hook:]Because I’m happyClap along if you feel like a room without a roofBecause I’m happyClap along if you feel like happiness is the truthBecause I’m happyClap along if you know what happiness is to youBecause I’m happyClap along if you feel like that’s what you wanna do
[Verse 2:]Here come bad news talking this and thatYeah, give me all you got, don’t hold backYeah, well I should probably warn you I’ll be just fineYeah, no offense to you don’t waste your timeHere’s why
[Hook:]
[Bridge:]Happy, come on, bring me downHappy, come on, bring me downLove is too happy to bring me downCome on, bring me downI said bring me downCome on, bring me downLove is too happy to bring me downCome on, bring me downI said
[Hook x2:]
[Bridge 2:]Bring me down… can’t nothing…Bring me down… your love is too high…Bring me down… can’t nothing…Bring me down, I said (let me tell you now)
[Hook x2:]

What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind. Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. heart: what is loveLove can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said Love all Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship. The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But love is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy. In the past the study of philosophy and religion has done many speculations on the phenomenon of love. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it. Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. It is said to have three components in the book of psychology: Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars. Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect. Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection. Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none. William Shakespeare.

I have a kind hearted friend whom I hang around from time to time and I feel like a cold person in her presence trying to figure out what makes caring people care. I've ask her indirect questions to figure out her sociological model but I'd like to know more. Does it go beyond being liked or being popular? Or is it because that's how they wish to be treated? Possibly even, that it's akward to see people that aren't happy or properly acknowledged? Caring, is well wanting another person to do well in life, I care because I hate to see people fail, caring people ussally have alot of friends because they are nice and ussally fun to be around, I dunno I can help but care, and I hate to see sad people, and it feels good to laugh. It takes a friend to be a friend, but other than that I can't explain People care because they have a heart. You have a need and drive to help in all the ways that you can. But in my case I go too far or much farther than I was willing to go. You treat people with compassion and love because it is a natural thing to do. But many people care nothing of helping others. I saw my Grandmother care give to friends, relatives and her church. She was a very loving person. So it comes natural to me...